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July 25
 Hi everyone!
Im really sorry i haven't been around for flippin ages, i just seem to have had enough of my space, im running out of ideas for it and just can't be bothered with it anymore, which is part of the reason why im saying goodbye. My other reason for leaving my space, well, is because im finally leaving home & won't have access to the internet for a while, so there's not much point keeping this thing going while im offline eh?! Anyway, before you say anything, i've decided im not actually going to close my space down completely, i just won't be on it for a while, so you'll still be able to come & visit me, & who knows, maybe after being offline for a while, i might have some kind of insperation to come back (when im reconnected) & give it all another go. I must also applogise for not spending any time in my other space either, i am really sorry but coz i don't bother with this one, i find it pointless keeping up with the other, so i don't go in there very often, i know i have lots of people who'd like to be added to the damn thing, i just haven't got round to doing anything about it - i've been offline for ages too, i've had so much organising going on & to top it off i've been enjoying this beautiful weather we're having. Anyway, i had my leaving party on Saturday July 22nd, it was ridiculous coz i was covered in two bottles of champagne, then it rained by the end of the evening & i was even more soaked, i took my shoes off coz they were hurting my feet, then my cousin decided she was going to lock me out of the house with a group of friends, so i was walking around in the poring rain with bare feet & no coat. Lol!
Oh, just so you know, im not leaving Wales until sometime next month as i have my cousin's hen party to go to, but it's best i put this up now otherwise i'll forget knowing me!....
Before i go, i'd just like to say a big THANK YOU to all of you for your comments, pictures & most importantly, support on my space, you've been brilliant & i love you for it, FANKOO LOADS!!
Take care everyone, look after yourselfs, & eachother, i'll miss you.
All my Love
Zoë
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July 07
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 Omg, i haven't been mobbing for flippin ages, im sooooo sorry :(
i've had so much on & im starting to get really bored with my space, so i don't come in that often anymore!
Anyway, just wanted to let you know that i haven't fallen off the
planet & to say fankoo so much for all your wonderful comments.
The reason i haven't posted comments back to you is because the flippin servers are taking ages to load & right now i just haven't got the patience to wait for it - it's doing my head in....
I'm beginning to think that it's probably best that you take me off the mob list now, i just have so much to sort out before i leave for Plymouth next month & there's just so many parties on this month that i've been invited to, including my own of course lol!
Ok, so i'll be off now, i hope you have a great weekend, i will come
by your space again whenever i get chance to see how things are going, but for now, i wish you all the best & don't forget, keep up the great work on your spaces.
Take care & have fun
x-X-x
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A Hitchhiking Ghost
One day in 1978, a South African army corporal, Dawie Van Jaarsveld, was ridding his motorcycle near the town of Uniondale. Suddenly he saw a young woman standing by the side of the road, waving for a ride. He stopped, gave her a spare crash helmet he was carrying, and, smiling, she climbed on the rear seat.
After a few miles, Dawie felt a bumping sensation. He looked back, and no longer had a passanger. The helmet was strapped to the bike. Dawie breaked his motorcylce to a screeching halt. The area was treeless and there were no houses nearby. There was no cover for a person to hide. And he could see no one lying back on the road. The area was deserted.
Shaken, Dawie stopped at the first place he saw, a small restaurant. There were no customers, but an elderly man stood behind the counter. Dawie stammered out his story of the disappearing young woman. The old man nodded. He reached behind the counter and pulled out a small photograph, which he held towards the young man. "Did she look like this?" he asked.
Dawie nodded his head. "Yes," he said, "that is her".
"That girl's name is Maria Charlotte Roux," the old man said. "A lot of people have seen her on the road, even given her rides in cars. She sits in the back seat, then disappears.
"She used to live around here. She was killed in a car crash right down the road. That was ten years ago."
By Arthur Myers
 
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June 23
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Hello you lot!
What do ya think of my new table, he he! Thought it was about time i chilled out a bit & decided to make another one. I hope it looks Ok, it took me long enough to make the bloomin thing lol!
Anyway, fankoo for all your comments, loving them loads! So, how was your day? Mine was Ok i guess, even though i had a job getting motivated.
YAWN!!
Anyways, im getting really mega pissed off at the moment, it doesn't matter what i do to my photo album options, it still won't work - i can't upload a damn thing & i've got plenty of things i'd like to be showing off right now, i've done the whole going to the tools option thingy as well, but even that doesn't work, neither does the 'allowing pop-ups' bit, someone please help me coz im going nuts & i'll probably end up having to contact MSN again, but they're only going to tell me to try what i've done already!!
GRRRRRRR!!!
Anyways, offski now, take care
Stax of Love
Zo'ness
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June 20
 Hey guys n gals!
Dunno about you but im starting to get really bored with my space - i know i've put alot of work & effort into it, but im running out of ideas to make it better, im so tired all the time because im trying to focus on my new life & get it sorted but i just feel so drained at the moment! I suppose im not getting enough sleep! I really want to make some new tables but i just can't be bloomin bothered lol! No motivation whatsoever lately - must be something in the weather?!
So anyway, got any ideas on how to make things a little bit more exciting? I've already joined Penny's message mob thingy, which means im getting alot more comments than normal now, as i noticed before they were just going no where because of some reason or another..
I mean i've been quite greedy recently coz i've had so many different sites going & i don't even know which one is best anymore, i used to have a piczo site but then gave that up coz i couldn't be bothered with it & it took ages to load & stuff, even the blinkin pop-ups were annoying! Now i have two spaces & a myspace.com, but even they're goign no where at the moment because i've run out of ideas completely lol! I hate it when that happens, like you think of everything you can put on these things, & when you finally do, you lose interest! Grrrr!!!
Ah well, let me know if you have any ideas Ok, coz they will be really appreciated!
Take care
x-X-x
June 16
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Hellooooooooooooooooooo!!
 Im so sorry for my late entry, but guess what - Im back lol!Did you miss me? He he!
Ok, before i tell you what happened & all that, i would just like to thank everyone from the message mob for sending me comments, even though i wasn't here to reply. Fankoo very much guys, much appreciated - i will get back to you all as soon as possible!
What's all this then, MSN changed again?? I hope there's nothing annoying to get used to on here now, i had enough of that the first time around lol!
Ok, anyway, i guess you're all dying to know how i got on in Plymouth - well...
I GOT ACCEPTED!! Oh the yeyness, im so happy & excited, here's to the next three years of my life, i'll be studying a Uni degree level in Counselling, lots of writing & exams apparently, but do i look bothered, nah uh, lol, this is my future & i can't wait. Fankoo for all your supposrt guys - you rock!! I had a nice time in Plymouth too, it was good to be back after such a long time away, a lot of things have changed since i last saw the place but still, i call it home! I met up with my friend Nev too, he rocks, fankoo Nev for coming to see me that day & for the lift, i really appreciate it & I miss you & Ali (not forgetting the ickle ones) like mad, so i hope to see more of you when im living in the area, coz that would just be great!! Sorry to Mat who couldn't make it this time, i know you had alot of work on, so i understand. Anyway, i too have loads of coursework to get though by next week, coz that's my deadline, but i honestly can't see me finishing half the things i'd like to by next week lol. So, if you send me a comment & I don’t get back to you straight away, then you’ll know why, so please beare with me.
Im off now, so I’ll get back to you all soon. All the best my lovelies & take care.
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June 04 
Hmmm, Ok, so much for trying to make my space a bit more 'rock chick' like! 
The girlieness in me took over, again, i can't help it lol! Ah well, i'll just have to try & blend in the both together!
Ok anyway, so im a little anxious & stressed out at the moment, still i here you cry, yeah well, i still have alot of coursework to do & i've just got myself an interview in Plymouth for the Counselling course i want to do - arrrggh! It's so scary that it's exciting, someone please pinch me & tell me im dreaming again, or at least wake me up & tell me finally my dream is coming true?!  I'm so proud of myself for getting so far, does that sound stoopid? I've finally woken up & stopped everybody who's been trying to rule my life - now i'm taking over, it's so great, i'm being true to myself, having faith in myself & i've pushed myself & told me i CAN do it, & so can you, for all of you who feel you aint worth anything, you ARE, take a chance & risk everything to get where you want to be in life, grab it with both hands while you have the oppertunity, stop being like me & thinking of others all your life, put yourself first for a change & let all those people who've put you down see you for who you really are - you are STRONG, show them what you've got, prove to yourself that you've got what it takes to become who you want to be & most of all, tell yourself that you are a SUCCESS!! Just be true to yourself & follow your heart & all your dreams will come true!
Also just want to mention a big FANKOO to all of you for your comments & pics & support, although i am still a little depressed, im starting to feel happiness again, couldn't have done it without you. Lovin you loads - RESPECT lol! Take care, wish me luck & i'll be back as soon as i can.
Loads of Love n Kisses
Zoë
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May 26
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Helloooo & welcome to my space!!
As most of you can see, im currently in the middle of giving it an overhaul!Im tired of it being so totally girlified right now so im going for the ‘rock chick’ look..
Well, im trying to lol! As you can see I have a snowy background – that just describes the way the weather is at the moment, & how it’s making me feel – im all cold inside & it’s so much like winter again.
Blinkin Flip by the way is my new word, I don’t know why I use it so much but I guess it’s better than swearing eh?!
So anyway, I hope you had a good weekend last week, & are about to have an even better one this weekend? I went out clubbing, I had a good laugh – really needed it because I’ve been so low lately, I could really do with another night out to be honest but me being me am totally skint yet again…
Anyway, im not going to go on as I have a lot of coursework to do & I’d like my space to look it’s best lol. So I shall love you & leave you for now & I’ll be back after the weekend.
Take care, & fankoo so much for all your lovely comments.
Much love
x-X-x
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May 22
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The lyrics in this song remind me of how i feel, i can really relate to them & i'm sure some of you can too.
THE ONLY THING THAT LASTS FOREVER IS THE PAIN
(Author Unknown)
What ever happened to the two of us?
All those good memories gone to waste.
We used to lie in bed on Sundays,
And talk of how things would never end.
We would always be together,
Never needed any time apart.
And Ill remember you forever,
Never let you out of my heart.
But the only thing; that lasts forever is the pain you put me through.
But the only thing; that lasts forever is the hurt I feel for you.
And now I lie in bed on Sundays,
Thinking of the time I spent with you.
Ive got to think of all the good times,
Its the only thing that gets me through.
But my worlds crashin down around me,
Smashing into little tiny parts.
My mind goes back to all the bad things,
The sad dreams and all the broken hearts.
But the only thing; that lasts forever is the pain you put me through.
But the only thing; that lasts forever is the hurt I feel for you.
What ever happened to the two of us?
Never needed any time apart.
Ive got to think of all the good times,
The sad dreams and all the broken hearts.
And Ill remember you forever,
For all the pain and all the cuts and scars.
And now youre saying that youre sorry,
That it wasnt meant to end this way.
I know that your words are empty
Is that all that you have to say?
You say that Im forever special,
And that Ill always be there in your heart.
You say that Im forever special,
And that I deserve a better start
But really, the only thing, that is forever; is the PAIN!
| May 14 
Oh my god!
Im really sorry i haven't been blogging again for ages, i can't help it, i've just joined up with myspace.com & i'm telling you now - it is sooooo addictive, i can't get off the darn thing, i've gone & completely girlified that site now too! How greedy am i, i have three sites!! Lol!
Anyways, you lot will have to go check it out, it's so much fun & i have quite a few random celebs on my friends list (not 100% sure they're the real ones mind) lol - i'll leave a link to myspace below so that you can all go see what im on about if you don't already!
This is just a quick blog today coz i'm all over the place at the moment, i have another hospital appointment tomorrow, eek! No worries though as it's just a check up.
Anyway, i've also left you another blend i made, just a quick one of myself lol, hope you likes it. Take care everyone & have fun.
Lots of Love
x-X-x
Myspace URL:
http://www.myspace.com/icklebunny
May 09
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нєуℓσ ρєєρѕ!
σк, ѕσ ι нανєи'т яєαℓℓу вєєи αяσυи∂ fσя α ωнιℓє αgαιи, & ι'м яєαℓℓу ѕσяяу тσσ..
ι'νє נυѕт нα∂ ѕσ мυ¢н тσ ∂єαℓ ωιтн яє¢єитℓу & ι'νє αℓѕσ вєєи fєєℓιиg αиgяу, нυят & ρяσρєя υѕρєт - му σωи ¢συѕιи яє¢єитℓу тυяиє∂ нєя вα¢к σи мє & ¢нσѕє нєя вσуfяιєи∂ σνєя мє ωнι¢н яєαℓℓу нυят ¢σz ѕнє ¢нσѕє ѕσмєσиє ѕнє'ѕ σиℓу киσωи α fєω мσитнѕ σνєя ѕσмєσиє ѕнє'ѕ киσωи нєя ωнσℓє ℓιfє!! αℓℓ му ℓιfє ι'νє нα∂ иσтнιиg вυт ρєσρℓє вυℓℓу мє, ρυт мє ∂σωи, мαкє ѕиι∂є яємαякѕ αт мє & тєℓℓ мє ιм ωσятнℓєѕѕ & ι'νє вєℓιєνє∂ єνєяу ωσя∂ тнєу'νє ѕαι∂, тнєу'νє ℓιє∂ тσ мє, αfтєя ι'νє ∂σиє ѕσ мυ¢н fσя тнєм, тнєу'νє тαкєи тнє ριѕѕ συт σf му кιи∂иєѕѕ & αℓℓ fσя ωнαт - נυѕт ¢σz тнєу нανє α ρяσвℓєм, ι яєαℓℓу ∂σи'т киσω ωну ι ℓєт тнιиgѕ ℓιкє тнαт gєт тσ мє ѕσ мυ¢н вυт αт тнє єи∂ σf тнє ∂αу ι'м α ѕєиѕιтινє ρєяѕσи & тєи∂ тσ тαкє тнιиgѕ тσ нєαят! σк, ѕσ мαувє ι ѕнσυℓ∂ ℓιgнтєи υρ α вιт, мαувє ι ѕнσυℓ∂и'т вє ѕσ иι¢є αиумσяє, вυт ιf ι ωαѕи'т ѕєиѕιтινє, кιи∂ σя gєиєяσυѕ, ωнαт ѕσят σf ρєяѕσи ωσυℓ∂ ι вє тнєи - ι мσѕт ∂єfιитιєℓу ωσυℓ∂и'т вє zσє ωσυℓ∂ ι؟!
σн, ι киσω ιм gσιиg σи, вυт єνєи тнσυgн єммα нαѕ αρσℓσgιѕє∂ тσ мє fσя нυятιиg мє ѕσ мυ¢н, ѕнє'ѕ ¢σмρℓєтєℓу ¢нαиgє∂, ι'νє σиℓу gσт 3мσитнѕ ℓєfт σи тнιѕ ѕι∂є σf тнє ρℓαиєт & тнєи ι'м ℓєανιиg, ι'м gσιиg тσ мαкє ѕσмєтнιиg σf муѕєℓf, вυт яαтнєя тнαи вє нαρρу fσя мє, єммα'ѕ ρυѕнιиg мє αωαу, ѕнє нαя∂ℓу мαкєѕ ¢σиνєяѕαтισиѕ ωιтн мє αиумσяє, ѕнє ∂σєѕи'т єνєи gινє мє нυggℓєѕ αиумσяє - ωє υѕє∂ тσ вє ѕσ ¢ℓσѕє, ωє αяє мєαит тσ вє тнє вєѕт σf fяιєи∂ѕ, ℓєт αℓσиє вєιиg ¢συѕιиѕ, вυт ιт'ѕ ℓιкє ѕнє ∂σєѕи'т ωαит тσ киσω мє αиумσяє & ι ¢αи'т нєℓρ тнιикιиg ι'νє ∂σиє ѕσмєтнιиg ωяσиg ωнєи ι киσω fσя α fα¢т ι нανєи'т!! ι тнσυgнт ѕнє'∂ вє нαρρу fσя мє тнαт ι ωαит тσ мαкє ѕσмєтнιиg σf му ℓιfє, ιт'ѕ α ∂яєαм ¢σмє тяυє fσя мє & ιf ι ∂σи'т тαкє ιт иσω, ι'ℓℓ яєgяєт ιт fσяєνєя, ι נυѕт киσω ι ωιℓℓ!! єνєи му fσℓкѕ αяє вєιиg ωєιя∂ αвσυт мє ℓєανιиg, ιиѕтєα∂ σf ѕυρρσят ι fєєℓ ℓιкє ιм вєιиg ѕнυт συт & ι ¢αи'т тαкє ιт αиумσяє - ωну ¢αи'т тнєу ѕєє нσω ρяσυ∂ ι αм σf муѕєℓf, ι'νє gσт ѕσ fαя - ι נυѕт ∂σи'т киσω ωнαт тσ ∂σ ωιтн муѕєℓf αиумσяє, ι'м тяуιиg тσ fιиιѕн му ѕтυ∂ιєѕ αт тнє мσмєит & ѕσят тнє яєѕт σf му ℓιfє συт вυт ι נυѕт fєєℓ ѕσ αℓσиє, ι ¢αи'т ѕℓєєρ ρяσρєяℓу αт иιgнт & ι'м ¢σиѕтαитℓу ¢яуιиg αℓℓ тнє тιмє. ι киσω ι ѕσυи∂ ℓιкє α вαву, ι киσω ι'м ωαℓℓσωιиg ιи ѕєℓf ριтту αт тнє мσмєит, ι киσω, ι киσω, ι киσω!!
ι'м נυѕт ѕσ ∂αми αиgяу & υинαρρу - αℓℓ ι ωαит αт тнє єи∂ σf тнє ∂αу, ιѕ ѕσмєσиє тσ мαкє мє ѕмιℓє.
αиуωαу, fαикσσ fσя тαкιиg тнє тιмє тσ яєα∂ му єитяу, ι нσρє ιт ωαѕи'т тσσ мυ¢н fσя уσυ. ѕρєαк тσ уσυ αℓℓ αgαιи ѕσσи.
тαкє ¢αяє.
ℓσνє αℓωαуѕ
  
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May 01
 Oh god peeps, im in a right pickle! Grrr, damn i wish i knew how to hold it together, but i just can't seem to let go...
It all started with this guy who i had a fling with ages ago, i had feelings for him & then things got messed up & he now has a girlfriend - well, i dunno what's going on but my feelings for him are still there, everywhere i see him, i get all funny, i can't take my eyes off him & i often find myself fixed upon him, it's getting ridiculous, im like a hawk watching it's prey! Some days he will say hi to me & we can have some sort of conversation, even if it's only brief, but other days he just won't say anything to me at all & i can't help but wonder if it's anything i've done?! There's totally no point in me telling him how i feel coz like i said before, he has a girlfriend & i know he's happy, so i wouldn't ever want to come between them & ruin it for them - even though i so totally know his girlfriend has it in for me - i don't even know why, but some days i see her staring at me & it creeps me out, she looks at me as if i were something on the bottom of her shoe, i smile at her but get nothing in return! Does this make any sense to you coz im so confused right now & it's driving me insane!!
Why do i even like him so much anyway, he's nothing extremely special, he acts like a complete idiot at times & can be so childish - i know we all have our moments & that none of us are perfect but why do i find him so damn hot!! Im lusting after something that isn't there, im feeling lonely & miss all the fun we used to have (god Zo, you dork, you just answered your own question), grrrr, why am i such a fool - it is so hard for me to keep things together when he's shoving his girlfriend in my face & ignoring my existance, god i want so much to move on & get away from it but i can't sleep at night, i dream about him sometimes & often it's how it used to be! Im so stressed out, why is this feeling still lingering in my heart, i know time's a great healer but this is just getting stupid, i need to get a grip, focus on my studies etc..
But i can see him, as i write this i can see his face, hear his voice, feel his touch, he correses my body & i melt with the warmth of his kiss (oh good lord stop me, im going into 'poet' mode), if only he were to tell me he felt the same, i'd be the happiest girl alive, i'd fly so high into the sky & smile forever...
Then i'd come crashing back down to earth with a great big BANG - because after all, it's just a dream....
  
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April 26
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zєяσ 7 - ∂єѕтιиу
I lie awake
I've gone to ground
I'm watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There's only enough for one in this
Lonely hotel suite
The journey's long
And it feels so bad
I'm thinking back to the last day we had
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you
When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
On a clear day
I'll fly home to you
I'm bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you
When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny
I'll fly, I'll fly home
I'll fly home and I'll fly home..
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Heylo everyone!.. How are you?
Hope you're all enjoying the holidays? I'm really sorry i haven't
been around the last few days - i stayed at my cousins for a week,
then i've been working flat out as well & now i'm so damn poorly, i
dunno if i'm comming or going! I hate being ill, it frustrates me!
Anyway, i have now been trying to make my space look alittle bit
tydier, because i thought it looked really messy - i deleted my
Easter blog coz it were just too much but all me pressies were
great, fankoo so much for them - I'm so sorry if i didn't get back to
you with the whole signign guest book thing, i shouldn't have put my name
down for it in the first place, i should've known i would probably be
away, darn it!! Anyway never mind, not much point signing anything
now is there! Erm...
What does you think of my new table then? I love the pic inside but
not too sure of the frame yet, but it's the only one that looked good.
Lol!!
Well, i'm gonna be boring now & bog off coz i have nothing much
to say, i feel terrible & now i think i'm getting a soddin earache & i can't
hear or think straight!!
I'll most probably be back when i feel better...
Untill then, take care & love you all loads
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Heylo everybody! How's things going?
Ok, so what do you think of my new table? I thought it were about time i got off my backside & sorted it out as i haven't had a table on any of my blog entries for a while now.. Im really pleased with this one, it's so pink & cute lol!
Anyways, what have you been up to? I've got coursework coming out of my ears at the moment, i only have two months left to go before i finish my course & im panicing coz im worried i won't get all my work done on time - EEK!! Sure i'll be Ok though, if i get my butt in gear lmao!
Ok, enough about that, erm... not alot to report otherwise, been staying with Emma (cousin) all weekend again, she were ill this time though so we couldn't go out, so it was just a quiet weekend really.
Think we're off to the cinema on friday night with some of the lads, not sure what's on yet but i know i want to see Scary Movie 4 & The Dark, also i'd like to see the remake of The Hills Have Eyes - im a right horror movie chick see lol! Did i mention seeing Final Destination 3 not long ago? I probably did lol, but it's really good, well worth seeing if you're anything like moi.
Anyway, been learning a bit of Pollish recently, don't ask me to write it out though coz i haven't a clue about the whole spelling part yet lol!
Anyway, again, this blog seems to be seriously random & boring, so im going to love you & leave you - but fankoo loads to everybody who's voted for me on Beautiful MSN Topsites coz im 6th place & it's great & there i go again, repeating myself. I need to lay down lol!
Take care & lots of love as always
Zoë
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March 30
I'm having a random moment, so please ignore my silly ickle squibbles lmao! I've been at my cousins again all weekend so im knackered!...
May there always be work for your hands to do
May your wallet always hold a coin or two,
May the sun always shine on your windowpane,
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain,
May the hand of a friend always be near you,
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you
Fankoo to everyone for all your lovely comments on my last blog entry, especially to my dear friends  Carolyn & Cherl - Love you loads already...
I'm doing the run for life on June 4th - you other spacers feel like joining me? Go on, it's all for a good course!
Oh yeah, don't forget to click on that link below & get your spaces noticed, just by visiting the one & only..
Fankoo & goodbye for now
Love you all stax!! Mwah!
God, what am i on already lol?!
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March 21
 Heyo you guys, how are you? It's been a whole 6 days since i last blogged here, so i thought i'd best get a move on & blog some more lol! Well, not alot has really been happening this end of town, i've been working alot & i have coursework comming out of my ears & im in the foulest of moods right now....
I hate it, i feel like crying coz i keep beating myself up over things & putting barriers infront of my life - my confidence & self esteem have been knocked for six so many times & i feel really crap about myself! I know, this is you lot telling me to "stop feeling sorry for myself", but i haven't let my feelings out for so long on here, i've just been bottling everything up & getting on with life. I was really stressed last night, i couldn't sleep at all, then i ended up being sick all over the place! & to top it all off, my cousin Jan has totally let me down & pissed all over me - i mean, come on, im really hurt, she's supposed to be family but it seems she has this great big jealousy thing going on coz im spending more time with Emma than with her! Sorry but that part of the deal isn't either mine nor Emma's fault, Jan braught it on herself the minute she found a new boyfriend & pushed us to the back - she's been with him for 5 weeks & we've only seen her twice, she goes to see Emma when she knows im not around & when i am about she makes excuses & leaves!! She obviously has a problem with me, & what i couldn't tell you, but i know you're probably thinking, "oh come on, stop being so petty",  & you're probably right to think that, coz i know it's petty but when it's people you feel closest to, it don't half hurt when they just seem to turn their backs on you & treat you as though your worth nothing! She lies to us all the bloody time & it doesn't matter how many times you confront her about it, she denies everything, so i give up at the moment, coz it's not only her that's making me feel completely worthless right now, it's everything & everyone who's ever hurt & betrayed me!! I don't have alot of friends, which i find quite sad, but at the end of the day, i'd rather be billy no mates than have people using me & abusing my trust every five minutes - i am not a bad person, i'd do anything for anyone, i've met alot of nice people through my space & all i can say is, thank you so much for your kind words & support, you've all been more of a friend to me than anyone i know where i live, apart from my cousin Emma - right now, she's my rock, she is the only one i've had proper respect from, she's a star, she'll do anything for me & she does - Emma i love you so much & im proud to have you as my cousin. Thank you for everything.
Love you Always
ZoZo
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March 15
(This image is Copywritten - it's been resized to fit my blog entry, so don't even think about stealing it)!
Hey you guys! How's tricks?
 Oh my god, look it, look it - i've made another blend & im so damn proud of myself! I made it in Photoshop the other day (coz i normally try making them in Paint Shop Pro 9), & it looks great don't you think? Im really pleased with my result, i apologise for sounding a little up my own a** right now, but you know that feeling you get when you've acheived something, yeah, well i've so got that feeling right now!! I had Photoshop the whole time, i just never understood the damn thing lol, but luckily for me, learning how to use it is part of the course im on - woo! Anyway, i showed my tutor what i acheived & he looked at me as if to say "you didn't make that"! Then he took my mouse off me & started checking out all my layers & masks, just to see if i had actually made it - what a numpty! I was so not amussed at him, but then he soon shut up after he saw it all! Anyways, ha ha ha, im really chuffed with it & now im so addicted to Photoshop that im making blend after blend, after blend, he he! So i guess i should say - More Blends Coming Soon?!
So, enough of that, what have you lot been getting up to? I was out again on Saturday night, the weirdest most random thing happened, i wasn't expecting it at all really - anyway, to cut a long story short, this girl i were good mates with fell out with me nearly 4yrs ago over a bloke - well, she was in the same club as me on Saturday, i saw her dancing around, i went to the bar & the next thing i knew, she's tapping me on my shoulder, saying hi & how sorry she is for messing things up between us. I spoke to her obviously, im not the kind of girl to fight about petty things, had lunch with her today actually & just caught up & sorted everything out, it was alright, but it still feels weird talking to her again after all this time, if you get me?! I'll just take things slowly for a while untill maybe one day i can gain her trust again coz i dunno her much anymore, it's like making a new friend all over again, but it's obviously different lol!
Ok, well, im going now as i don't think im making much sense & as usual im talking out my backside lol!
Speak to you later & don't forget, be good & have fun.
Lots of Love
P.S - Fankoo for all your comments & don't forget to CLICK HERE
March 08
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Ok everyone, what's going on? You all on strike or what - no one's been in & left any comments on my last blog entry, i used to get alot of comments, where've you all gone, you hiding from me? What have i missed?! Lmao!
Anyway - sorry im not using my own tables again, i just can't be bothered at the moment, lol, there seems to be a problem with my scroll bars all the time & i haven't quite solved the problem, but never mind for now eh!
So anyway, i hope you like the blend i made in my last blog entry, it took me ages to make, i know i've probably mentioned it before, im just trying to get more comments lol! By the way, i have a new space called Angel's World of Spaces - it's now open, there's a link to get there beneath my banner, so go have a look & if you'd like your space to be added to it, then follow the instructions provided - go on, you know you want more traffic in your space. he he!
Right, im off again now - im looking forward to the weekend coz im going out again, first im off to the Brasserrie to watch the rugby match, so come on Wales, do me proud please!...
Rightio then, i shall talk to you later.
Take care
All my love
Zoë
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March 05
Allo, Allo, Allo - what's going on ere then?!
Lol! Don't ask, i really don't know where that came from!
This is just a quick blog entry tonight coz im so tired - i didn't get to sleep till 4am this morning coz me, Emma & Haitch went to the cinema to see Final destination 3 (which is brill), then we had a house party & a pile of us were there! *YAWN*...
Anyway, i just wanted to show off my new blend -i made it for my sister & im really quite chuffed with it, considering im only just starting out lol!
Hope you likes it & hope you had a great weekend?!
Lots of love.
Zoë
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